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Chronological time is obvious the clock ticks, one second follows another; forward, onward, never the same second twice. We have the seconds, minutes, hours, days, years, etc... we have them all counted as one.
But this time is meaningless illusionary because it is manufactured by clocks.
And then, we have ourselves as we move through time: in this realm of time psychological time time itself is movement: and we, our bodies, are the clocks once we were there, now we are here. Memory supplies the movement.
In this realm, time moves both forward and backward because our presence moves to our memories, bringing the past into the present.
For example I get into a bath: water, heat, steam; but my mind is jarred by a recollection an association with the concept bath. Not this very bath not this tub or water, or steam (which I could never have foreseen) but the concept bath, attached to a memory, an association. All of a sudden, this bath is merged with that association [in this instance a painful one a story about my lover being with another in a bath] and I am living the emotions attached with that association the past has moved forward into the present. This bath, this water, is the source of my affliction. I am thrown into a terrible frame: I am angry, I am hateful, bitter; all I can think of angry, hateful words... all because the past, the painful past in this case, has jumped into present, has manifested itself here...
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